Sunday, October 31, 2010

Fall

In daylights neverending
Speaking sometimes of love
Every successive moment taught me
Those things we knew nothing of

Like the silhouettes upon my wall
Dreaming beyond where I awaken
The only path we had
Was the one that's never taken

In words there is no sense left
There are songs that won't leave my head
I don't believe them anymore
Things aren't true just because they're said

Finding out a different way
New definitions for hastily placed rhymes
Try, let's see if we can make it
To that place we left all those times ago


This is what happens when I write while listening to music... I looked back at what I wrote and went "oh, really?" ... and I have half a feeling it isn't done.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Vanish Inside

Slipping and skidding
  In a choking rain
 As I stepped out into the dizziness
  Of flinging caution away
 And the world was about to dissolve
 In churning colors and thickening beats
 I heard something I recognized
  A song projected upon your voice
   So many times over
  Now again it clears the sky
   Now again my breath returns
The clouds have edges now

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Making Perfect Nonsense

 In a time that shouldn't have been
    There was a reality that wasn't
      An unsymmetrical reflection
        And it all passed by
         But didn't
       Because it was never there to begin with
    And when it came again
  (But didn't, because it couldn't because it was never there back when it shouldn't have been even if it was, which it wasn't)
   I greeted it again.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Snippets of ZipCee™

“Do you think people will see us?” Cee wondered softly.
“I think if they look closely,” Zip replied.

More than 360,000 kilometers below, a young astronomer at Mauna Kea Observatory drew back sharply from the eye of his telescope and blinked. Girls? On the moon? Those alien world video games must be getting to him. He peered cautiously around the side of the telescope to double-check where it was pointed. Nope, it was directed smack at the moon as it should be. Drawing a deep breath, he looked into the eyepiece again. Nothing but craters and shadows. Very slowly he leaned back and gazed up at the softly glowing full moon above him. A quiet, still slightly puzzled smile spread across his face. Instinctively, his fingers started drumming out a beat on the arm of his chair.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Zip and Cee Go to the Moon

One night when the leaves were crinkly and the slate clouds reflected the reddish glow of a sleepless city, Zip and Cee decided to go to the moon.  Zip had never been to the moon, but Cee had gone almost halfway once and knew a bit about the process.
“We have to walk around backwards first to erase our footprints so the moonbeams don’t get dusty. It wouldn’t be nice manners,” Cee said solemnly.
                “But how will we find our way home without footprints?” Zip looked slightly worried.
                “We’ll leave them in the most important places,” Cee said. She handed Zip a small potted rose with a single furled bud. “I have one too. We’ll meet back here when they begin to blossom.”
                The girls started slowly walking away from each other backward, picking up speed as they grew more confident.
                “It’s easier to go fast if you stay on your tiptoes!” Zip called to Cee who was disappearing into the dark, determinedly matching her foot to each footprint.
A little while later, Zip thought she heard a shout and far-off “ooph” but ignored them as she was busy trying to figure out how to leave a footprint on top of a rock. She finally gathered some nearby moss and arranged it to look like a sole and five toes. Satisfied, she straightened up and saw that her rose was almost open. She climbed down and made her way back to the small clearing, well-lit now by the rising moon.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

This place where I find lostness
 Where too much and not enough coincide

    Let me not fall
  
    Let me not lose sight

    Let me not lose what I must hold tightly

      There is a further world from here
     Their reality is not mine
        It will not will be
         I will not let it
  
  I cast away the lostness

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Rock

Once hinted at magic
     Now overcast memories
   Words run together against the beating 
      Of heads, of hearts, of palms on walls
  Sought to read the sameness imagined
 Breaking against stubborn unmatterings

Let’s fly to a warmer part of sky
 Forget the cities we dreamed of
  Forget the pathways we marked
 See the clouds as mountains
  We could climb them, I think
Perhaps
 If voices grew wings

Monday, October 11, 2010

ZIP

There’s enough of this world
Of who I am not
Cannot be
Hide behind twice-folded truth
Turn around, about face
Repeat until you believe
Let the sun lamps blind you
Burn you
Warm you with the pain
'Til it trickles down your arms
Like so many storms of rain
And finds itself another mould
Until then
Until then it turns the pages black
The mirror can’t turn back
Have you broken your walls?
They bear your nailprints
Until it not matters
Come back to the remembrance
There’s more to see than this

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Waking Haunts

I dreamt we were running
I dreamt you were there
But when I awoke
My fingers felt air
I saw walls of blue
A small wooden chair
She left to keep searching
All minds were made bare
In no small confusion
A face as though dreaming
Knelt somehow beside it
No trace of a meaning
Touched once, tracing tears
On your cheek though repressed
By windows of gray
I kissed emptiness